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Monday, July 4th, 2011 11:38 pm
So. First time celebrating the Fourth of July. The fireworks were (are!) definitely a big deal, not so much limited to public areas. Seems to be a lot of private folks setting them off. I might be mistaken, but they sound like they're all coming from Prospect Park, so there you have it.

Brooklyn takes their fireworks quite seriously.

I have grown inexplicably fond of the F line (with some stops in particular, usually the ones where everyone transfers and leaves my car empty) and of the Chelsea/Flatiron districts. (Of course school falls dead in between the two.)

It appears I'll have to return back home for a year, and my visa should be available to me next summer, at which point I will move down here permanently.

I have auditions, this week and after. The experience will be fantastic. Job would be awesome, but just the experience is a great start.

Going back home is going to be brutal. At least there's an end in sight.

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Wednesday, May 25th, 2011 10:01 pm
I sat on my friend's balcony the other night, each of us sipping a glass of wine, a carton of takeout in between us that we were sporadically picking at. It had been a very long week, with a plethora of bumps in the proverbial road, and I was looking for answers in places where I knew there were none.

I was made to feel guilty, before this. I was made to feel like an outsider, abnormal, because I chose to dedicate the last ten or so years of my life to studying something that I was passionate about. I gave up the typical teenage movie dates, slumber parties, a lot of that, opting to spend more time focusing on my studies.
My experience is that in university, people tend to not only understand this, they respect this. And now to have this pop up again; I may as well be back in high school all over again.

It's not done and over with. It won't ever be, I'm beginning to realize. It's just time to strengthen my resolve and carry on.


Exactly three weeks until I move to New York for the rest of the summer.

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Monday, April 11th, 2011 11:50 pm
I don't need anyone to remind me that I'm a bad person who makes bad decisions, because I do that just fine on my own.
Too bad I set myself up for it, anyway.

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